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So these not young, not old. not bitter, not happy-go-lucky, not thin, not fat women go about their days, paying no mind to the ignorant masses around them who pretend they no longer exist. Instead, the fill their lives with joyous anticipation for what lies ahead.</div>
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VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-38337995380154810992015-09-23T17:02:00.001-04:002015-09-23T17:02:07.928-04:00Welcome BackShe paused as she opened the door, shocked by the almost empty room.<br />
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She'd been away too long. There was a time when this room was packed with people trying to be heard. Now there was a smattering of people hanging aimlessly around, muttering among themselves. Their whispers droned like overworked bees as she made her way to the bar.<br />
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She reached for a bottle without replying. There was a time when she knew exactly what to say; now she could barely string together a coherent sentence. It was the voices. They had stopped speaking to her. She used to think their incessant chattering would drive her mad. Now the overwhelming silence made her want to blow her brains out.<br />
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"You've been gone a long time. Maybe some people don't want you back."<br />
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She surveyed the room. This sedate group probably wouldn't. But then she never cared much for an audience.<br />
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"I'm not back for them. I'm back for me."<br />
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She hoped that didn't sound too self righteous as she turned to look at him. He'd gotten grayer, the lines around his eyes deeper. He knew about the voices. He knew what it was like to have that eternal gabbing between your ears, but it never seemed to bother him. Though she had noticed that even he had slowed somewhat in the last year or so. A sad smile appeared across her lips.<br />
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"This used to be home. I'm dried up, I need to come back and start over . I guess I'm pretty pathetic."<br />
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He poured them both another drink, then held his up in a toast.<br />
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He clinked her glass. A warmth began to well up in her as the whiskey burned down her throat.<br />
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It was good to be back.VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-26641868726779580792015-01-28T20:09:00.000-05:002015-01-28T20:09:35.891-05:00Just EnoughMost children don't leave home until they leave for university. Her kids left home earlier to go to rehab. She thought she'd be used to it by now, her third child packing for an extended stay in an eating disorder clinic. She wasn't. She still felt like a failure.<br />
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She turned the faucet on as a cold wind howled outside the kitchen window. Hot scalding water filled the sink as she began scrubbing the pot. It was pointless to make meals; they sat uneaten on the plate while she and her daughter sat together in a heavy silence. Her hands turned bright red in the water while she worked on a particularly stubborn clump of tomato sauce. Her fingers began to tingle and sting but she wouldn't pull them out of the burning, sudsy water. A depraved thought flashed through her brain; cook the flesh off her hands in punishment for being a bad parent. Not one of her children had been exempt from some sort of mental illness, whether it was an addiction problem, or self harm or now starving themselves. She needed to make some sort of penance for her sins. A mother was supposed to protect her children from the pain of the world. How do you protect them when the pain is internal, not external? She rinsed off the pot and dropped it into the dish rack. Her fingers throbbed and ached. She shut off the water and just stood there looking at them until she felt a powerful presence behind her. She glanced over her shoulder and saw her daughter standing there. Good thing she's inside, that wind out there would knock her over. She put on her mom face and smiled.<br />
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Her daughter mumbled her reply. God, that child was always mumbling.<br />
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"We can watch some tv if you want"?<br />
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"I'm kinda tired. I'm gonna go to bed. Tomorrow's gonna be a long day".<br />
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"Love you too, Mom".<br />
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The snow had finally stopped; the full moon illuminated the small farm. Gerda stood on the threshold and strained her eyes and ears. Surely it wasn't her imagination playing tricks on her? Living alone in the woods could make a person funny after a while. She waited a few moments more and started to move back into the house when something appeared out of the corner of her eye. Over there, by the well. The sound of something quenching its thirst. She started to move across the yard to get a better look, then stopped as she saw what it was. A large, unkempt creature, hair matted, its flesh torn and ripped. It looked like a man, it was wearing some sort of uniform. Claws extended from its hands, long pointed ears protruded from its head. It was a ghastly sight, not quite human, not quite animal. Gerda held her breath and started to walk as quickly and as quietly as she could backwards towards the house. She had almost reached the door when her heel slipped on a patch of ice; she fell with a large thud and cried out instinctively, then clasped her hand to her mouth. The thing at the well had noticed; it stopped drinking and moved towards her. Gerda rolled over and tried to get to her feet, but they kept slipping out from under her. She screamed as she felt the thing's hand on her neck, felt the weight of its body on top of hers. She closed her eyes and said a quick prayer, certain that her time had come.<br />
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"Reindeer? Where am I going to get reindeer at this time of year?"<br />
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Maggie took a deep breath. Having Colin's mother move in with them seemed the right thing to do. The idea of her living alone in a home seemed dreadful. Now she wondered if they hadn't been too hasty in their decision. They had just gotten the last of their children out of the house; this was supposed to be their time. Now it was like going back to the beginning. Mother wasn't completely dependent on them, so in theory they could come and go as they pleased. It just didn't always work out that way.<br />
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"Mom, do you need me to pick anything up for you while I'm gone?"<br />
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"Don't do too much. I don't want to come home and find you've pulled out a stump like last time."<br />
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"OK then, I'm off. Your slicker and wellies are in the mud room."<br />
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Vince was fixing the lawn mower for the umpteenth time when he realized he had an audience. Tina's sister's little boy was sitting on the top step of the stoop watching his every move. The little kid followed Vince every where, mimicked all his mannerisms (much to Tina's displeasure). It got annoying at times. Tina told Vince he had to be patient with him because the kid had been having problems adjusting to his mom being away. The kid was going to be around for at least a few years so Vince better get used to him. Tina had been hinting very aggressively that it was time for Vince to propose and give the kid a taste of stability. Vince wasn't sure he was ready for stability. He wasn't sure he even liked kids.<br />
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"But you're my dad, why weren't you there?"<br />
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"Damn it kid, quit asking me so many damn questions! I told you, ask your mother!"<br />
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"But she's not here. She's away until next year. You're all I got."<br />
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The little boy began to cry, unable to conceal his frustration and fear.<br />
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Vince threw his cigarette down and took a sip of beer. It was warm and flat; he spit it out on the still smoldering bud. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, then held it out towards the sobbing child.<br />
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"C'mere."<br />
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"C'mere, damn it!"<br />
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Vince sat down next to the boy and pulled him closer. He settled him onto his lap while he pulled a rag from his back pocket, wiping the kid's face. He sighed and looked out towards the wreckage of the overgrown yard. Damn this place looked like crap. He looked at the whimpering child and shook his head. What the hell was he going to say?<br />
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"I'm a little kid and grown ups are supposed to take care of little kids not go away and leave them without someone to take care of them."<br />
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Vince looked at his watch; where the hell was Tina? He didn't know what to say to this kid. Sorry your mom is a crack whore who allegedly robbed a gas station. Sorry no body bothered to find out who your dad really is. He looked once more at the now silent child. He'd fallen asleep against Vince's oil stained flannel shirt.<br />
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"I always thought you'd make a good angel of death."<br />
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She looked down at her hands, cringing at her uniform of apron and company cap. She gave an embarrassed shrug.<br />
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"I look a mess."<br />
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She smiled. He always said the obvious. There was never any subterfuge with him. Straight and to the point.<br />
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He put his arms around her, enveloping her in a big hug. She sunk into his embrace, surprised how the tension in her body dripped away. The two of them stood there, oblivious to the crowd and activity around them. She didn't care if her supervisor saw them. She put her head on his shoulder, wondering why she never realized before how well they fit together.<br />
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She jumped slightly and looked up at him. He really was quite handsome, his beard and hair lightly flecked with grey. She remembered how scrawny and awkward he had been in college; he was definitely someone who improved with age. She pulled away and crossed her arms in front of her. The tension began to creep back into her shoulders.<br />
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He said the last bit in a funny, mock scary voice, but his easygoing manner was clouded by his eyes. A look of concern filled them like tears.<br />
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She tried to laugh it off, but the pain was still there.<br />
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"Then you must have heard. He's in a relationship. Seems everybody else knew. I spent all summer hoping we'd take it to the next level and he's all ready done that with someone else. I'm not getting any younger, I can't afford to waste time with men . . ."<br />
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She stared off into the distance, her voice catching slightly. She took a deep breath and gave him a cynical smile.<br />
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"At least I didn't sleep with him. I guess I'm not so dumb after all."<br />
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He looked at her with such sympathy. How could anyone as wonderful as her think she was stupid? He'd give her the moon and the stars, walk barefoot through coals to make her happy. He moved closer to her, letting his lips brush gently against her ear.<br />
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"It's a known fact, my darling, that you have lousy taste in men. At least, American men. I think it's time you came over to the dark side, and gave in to your desires for a slightly worn, but devilishly sexy Englishman."<br />
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She laughed, the first happy sound from her soul in months. She wondered why she hadn't seen this earlier. Maybe she had, and been too afraid to accept such a loving gift.<br />
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"I'm done with my shift in ten minutes. Can you wait?"<br />
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He smiled and took her face in his hands. For once his desire wasn't overshadowed by fear of rejection.<br />
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"I've waited twenty years, love, I can wait ten more minutes."<br />
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"You know that sounds like a cliche, don't you?"<br />
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"God, you're a pain in the ass. Let me have my leading man moment, just once."<br />
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"I'll let you have it what ever you want."<br />
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Glover spit and started to walk to the door. The sooner they left this place, the better. They needed to finish the mission and meet up with the others.<br />
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"What are you doing? We can use these men. This is an unstoppable army."<br />
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"This is an unpredictable mob. We don't need any more trouble. We need to finish what we came to do and get the hell out of here."<br />
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Cassandra appeared at his side, nervously looking at Pryor. He looked like something out of the stories her grandmother used to tell her, stories about the dead walking the earth. She started to move towards the door, calling back over her shoulder.<br />
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Glover followed, quickly moving past Pryor. Pryor charged after them. The fools! Throwing away an opportunity like this! Cassandra and Glover were all ready down the alley when Pryor hit the street. He started to follow them when a burning sensation began to overtake his body. He looked down at his bare arm. It was bathed in moonlight.<br />
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He doubled over and began to groan. He dropped to his knees and began to pant, he felt his bones break and reassemble, his skin melt off his body and then knit together, only now it was covered in thick fur. His jaw snapped and elongated, his teeth extended into sharp points. Pryor tried to stand up straight but lost his balance; a long bushy tail waved excitedly behind him, trying to steady his equilibrium.<br />
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Cassandra started to run towards Pryor, or to the thing that was Pryor, when the charges went off. The explosion knocked her back onto her ass; her ears were still ringing as Glover knelt next to her.<br />
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Cassandra winced as she wiped a trickle of blood from the side of her mouth, coughing up dust and grit. A piece of metal was lodged in her bicep. Glover pulled out his knife and dug it out, doing his best to stop the bleeding. She looked at the wreckage of lab in front of her. Smoke and flames swallowed up the building, limbs and body parts were scattered amongst the ruins.<br />
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"Where's Pryor?"<br />
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Glover ignored her and kept working on her arm. Cassandra pushed him away and tottered to where she had last seen Pryor. She fell to her knees and looked at the snow on the ground. Splattered around the piles of flesh and blood were tracks. Wolf tracks. Cassandra pointed towards them.<br />
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"This way. He went south, towards the woods. We have to find him."<br />
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Glover walked over and stared in disbelief. None of this made sense. He grabbed Cassandra by the shoulder.<br />
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Glover turned and started back down the alley. Cassandra watched him leave, then rose to her wobbly feet.<br />
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"To hell with you! To hell with the mission!"<br />
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The fire was smouldering as the lab lay in ruins. Rubble was piled deep. A dark figure pushed its way from beneath its premature tomb. Its clothes were tattered, its skin cut and flayed. It crawled out to the street and collapsed, gasping for breath. It lay on its back and looked up at the full moon. It laid there until the moon began to wane and the sky in the east began to turn pink. It rolled over and pulled itself to its knees, trying to focus on the two sets of tracks in the snow. One human. One lycan. It took a deep breath, startled at its heightened sense of smell. Edwards smiled and pulled himself to his feet. He'd find them. He'd find them both.VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-67052898114564518942013-09-13T13:58:00.000-04:002013-09-21T20:17:59.217-04:00I suppose the point <br />
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Is to keep trying.<br />
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Even when,<br />
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<em>Especially</em> when,<br />
<br />
You feel<br />
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Like<br />
<br />
A<br />
<br />
Complete idiot<br />
<br />
Because <br />
<br />
You<br />
<br />
Keep <br />
<br />
Trying.VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-91257178386802636862013-09-11T07:44:00.000-04:002013-09-21T20:19:26.969-04:00The Cake Lady and The Banana Man<br />
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<br />
<br />
She picked out the wrong cheese.<br />
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She crinkled up her nose as she realized her blunder. What she thought were slices of mozzarella were actually slices of feta. The thick, white rectangles were all ready crammed into a container and couldn't be put back; she contemplated just leaving them on the ledge of the cheese and olive bar, but felt guilty about wasting food (even nasty tasting cheese) so she dropped it into her basket and moved to the correct fromage. She was snapping the lid on the new container when she felt a finger softly caress her arm. She cringed; she hate being touched, especially in public. She turned her head and found him standing next to her, confusion clouding his face at his blunder. A bunch of bananas rested quietly in his shopping cart.<br />
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"Hi."<br />
<br />
"Hi."<br />
<br />
"I'm sorry if I startled you. I didn't realize you were in such deep thought over dairy products."<br />
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She smiled. She liked his cheeky sense of humor.<br />
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"I'm hypersensitive to people putting their hands on me. It brings back bad memories. I'm trying to get a better handle on it."<br />
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He was uncomfortable with her honesty. He could imagine the bruises covering her face and body. It made him second guess every move he made around her.<br />
<br />
"Done for the day?"<br />
<br />
"Yes, no more baking for me today. I just want to go home and soak my feet."<br />
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He thought he should say something else but felt his throat tighten. The two of them stood awkwardly together, each wondering why the other didn't leave all ready.<br />
<br />
"See ya tomorrow?"<br />
<br />
"Yea, sure, I'll be in the bakery bright and early. Those cakes won't bake themselves."<br />
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They both laughed at the inanity of that comment, then went their separate way, bananas to the left, cheese to the right.VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-41990055260508716272013-09-08T17:14:00.002-04:002013-09-21T20:20:37.350-04:00<br />
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He went to rearrange the flower display
outside the grocery store and found her sitting on a bench
waiting for her ride home. She smiled at him and said hello; he
said 'hi' back, then tried to think of something else to say to keep
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"It's really nice out today, but I
have to watch when it's too sunny, my head burns, because, you know
I'm bald."</div>
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He turned his attention to a group of
asters, disappointed by the lack of a response, when she
softly said, "I think bald men are sexy".</div>
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The potted plant slipped out of
his hand and crashed to the ground. He crouched to pick it
up, a broad smile spreading across his face as she got up and
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She forced a smile and mumbled back as he passed. Three months of 'hey, good morning', EVERY morning. Nothing more; she waited for him to follow up his salutation with conversation, but he always sailed past her before she could respond. She kicked her foot against the counter in disgust at her stupidity. Was she really that desperate for attention that she misconstrued a friendly greeting to be an overture to romance? An invitation to a relationship? She finished wiping the counter top and threw a wad of used paper towels in the trash, turning away before she could catch him looking back at her, struggling to contain a pout as he was once again rebuffed. What does it take, he thought, to get her to engage in conversation? For three months he'd greeted her, EVERY morning. He shrugged, and went back to work.VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-3421047716682748182013-08-30T16:38:00.002-04:002013-09-21T20:23:33.252-04:00<em><span style="background-color: red; color: #cc0000;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red;"></span></span></span></em><br />
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<em><span style="color: red;">I had a dream last night we were taking a bath together.</span></em><br />
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Curious way to start an e-mail, he thought, especially from a casual acquaintance. They had met at a writer's workshop in New York and wound up spending time together. Nothing serious; drinks, dinner a few nights. One night they had gone to The Bronx to see the Yankees. The specter of no strings attached sex had floated around them during a particularly intense drinking session, where they had taken turns making up opening lines of stories. She probably would have gone back to his room with him that night, if he had asked, but decorum and an old fashioned sense of propriety had made him escort her back to her room with nothing more than a good night kiss and some gentle grinding at her door. The next morning they said their goodbyes and promised to keep in touch, which they had with the occasional e-mail or comment on each other's writing. He certainly had no reason to anticipate this type of message. He studied it a moment, trying to decide how to respond. He took a sip of coffee, the serene morning suddenly less tranquil.<br />
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<em><span style="color: blue;">Was it fun?</span></em><br />
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<span style="color: black;">He went back to his writing, wondering how she would reply. He tried to keep his mind on his work, but felt himself starting to tense up waiting for her to answer. He jumped when the computer 'dinged' her response in his mailbox.</span><br />
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<span style="color: red;">It was comfortable, like we were an old married couple and we'd been doing it for years. You were smoking a cigar. :(</span><br />
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<span style="color: black;">He chuckled. The only thing she had complained about was his love of a good cigar. It wasn't a problem out here on the prairie, but it had proved problematic in Manhattan. He tried to stay down wind of her when they were out on the street, but that often conflicted with his need to be a gentleman and walk near the curb. Thankfully, she was almost a foot shorter than him, so he was able to keep most of the smoke away from her face. He smiled at the memory.</span><br />
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<em><span style="color: blue;">No body's perfect. What happened next?</span></em><br />
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As soon as he hit SEND he thought maybe he'd pushed it too far. Did he want to know what happened next? She was a master at the art of erotic fiction, fearless in her ability to write about sex without blushing or flinching. What if her dream had proceeded in a pornographic episode, or worse, a moment of mortifying embarrassment for his inability to perform? He got up from his desk and called for his dog, thinking it was time to go for a walk. He was just about to close the front door when he heard the computer 'ding' again. He hesitated and looked longingly at his lap top. He could always access his account via his phone. His dog pulled at her leash, pleading with him to hurry up. He closed the door behind him and let her lead him away from her answer.VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-4457320188545531212013-08-21T15:14:00.002-04:002013-09-21T20:26:30.054-04:00It's A Girl<br />
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"Do you remember that Thanksgiving dinner when you left the turkey on the table and the dog jumped up and ran away with it? And Scott just told us to get dressed and he took us to get a Chinese dinner?"<br />
<br />
"Yes, Mom, I remember."<br />
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"Scott was so handsome, he had so many girlfriends in high school. I mean he was so popular, class president and head of the student council. You were so lucky, Jenna to be married to a man like that."<br />
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"Yes, Mom, I know."<br />
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"I miss him so much. It's so unfair for a parent to have to bury her child. At least I have you, to help me remember him. It's almost like he's still here, a little bit. Of course, a daughter-in-law isn't the same as a child, but you're a good girl to come visit me like this."<br />
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"I'm glad it makes you happy Mom. It's getting late, I have to be going now."<br />
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"Will you come back tomorrow? And bring Scott with you."<br />
<br />
"Scott can't come, Mom, you know that."<br />
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The old woman's face went blank, as if she was trying to remember something, then sullen as the words sank in. Jenna kissed her good bye, and started to walk out of her room. The distinct smell of death and disinfectant wafted through the hallways of the assisted living facility. Jenna heard the old woman call out after her, followed by sobbing.<br />
<br />
<strong><em>"You got your girl. I hope you're happy!"</em></strong><br />
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Jenna let out a sigh and shook her head, doing her best to dislodge the accusation. As she waited for the elevator another woman appeared next to her, offering a sympathetic smile.<br />
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"It's not easy, is it?"<br />
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"No, not easy at all."<br />
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"You're good to visit. So many of the residents don't have any one. I'm sure your mother-in-law appreciates it in her own way."<br />
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Jenna laughed. She didn't think her mother did. She fiddled with her purse.<br />
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"Were you married long? It's so hard losing a spouse."<br />
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Jenna shook her head and rolled her eyes.<br />
<br />
"My husband is still alive. That woman isn't my mother-in-law, she's my mother."<br />
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The other woman looked confused.<br />
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"I'm sorry, I thought she said you were her daughter-in-law."<br />
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Jenna started to shake her head back and forth. What was the point of explaining all this to a to a total stranger?<br />
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"I'm my mother's first born. She wanted a boy first, but <em>her</em> mother-in-law wanted a girl. She gave my mother a beautiful pink layette set for Christmas, and my mother refused to take it home. When I was born in February my grandmother went to visit my mother in the hospital, and when she peeked her head into my mother's room, my mother screamed, <em>'You got your girl, I hope you're happy'</em> and then burst into tears."<br />
<br />
The other woman was still trying to wrap her brain around such irrational thinking.<br />
<br />
"But who's Scott?"<br />
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The elevator door slid open. Jenna walked in and pressed the down button.<br />
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"Scott was supposed to be my name if I was a boy. My mother thinks he's dead. I finally bring her some joy because I remind her of someone who never existed."<br />
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The elevator door slid close. The sound of sobs still echoed down the hallway.<br />
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He reached for the phone, his eyes squinting to read the clock. 12:45. AM. He made a quick mental note of all the people who might call at this hour; his mom about his dad, his dad about his mom. His brother about their parents. He pulled the phone to his ear, prepared for the worst.<br />
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"Hi. I'm sorry to call so late."<br />
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His eyes opened wide as he heard her voice. She was the last person he expected to be on the other end. He sat up slightly, clearing his throat of sleep.<br />
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"No it's OK. Are you all right?"<br />
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He heard her voice catch a little, which made him sit up even more. She was a woman who wouldn't even let him buy her coffee at work in the morning. She was always polite about it, saying she didn't like coffee, but it always made him feel annoyed. It was just a cup of coffee. Her rejection was habitual And hurtful.<br />
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"Um, no. I was coming back from work and I got hit by another car. I'm sitting in the emergency room." <br />
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He heard her struggle to maintain her composure and fail. He could tell she was distraught, heard her try to regulate her breathing. He turned on the light and got out of bed, grabbing a pair of jeans and a t-shirt from the dresser, trying to balance the phone between his ear and shoulder as he pulled on socks and shoes. He picked up his keys and was all ready out the door by the time she was able to speak again.<br />
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"I'm banged up a bit, nothing's broken, but my car is totaled, and I need a ride home, so I was wondering if you could come pick me up?"<br />
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He was behind the wheel of his car, putting his blue tooth into his ear and turning on the engine before she had finished her sentence.<br />
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"What hospital?"<br />
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"Princeton-Plainsboro. It's on Route 1; they moved it, it's no longer in Princeton."<br />
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"I know where it is. I'll be there in 20 minutes. Are you going to be OK?"<br />
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Again her heard her voice catch as she took in a deep breath. She sounded so young and vulnerable.<br />
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"Yea, I'll be fine. Thank you, I really appreciate this."<br />
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He smiled. It felt good be needed. He turned the radio on as he pulled onto the street.<br />
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"Sit tight. I'm on my way."<br />
"Thanks. I guess I owe you a cup of coffee."<br />
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The call ended. He turned the radio up, and sang all the way to the hospital.VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-48127409210691066042013-07-03T21:26:00.000-04:002013-07-03T21:26:32.919-04:00Easier<br />
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<br />It was supposed to get easier as one got older. I was a woman of the world. Confident. Experienced. Seductive. A woman unable to produce anything more than a half strangled "hello" or "good morning" whenever I passed him in the hall. A woman painfully aware of her flabby stomach, graying hair, the stench of unfulfilled dreams wafting around her like stale perfume.<br />
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And yet, he always smiled at me and said "How are you" every morning, and on several occasions I caught him gazing at me, at ME, from across the room. So I will do my best to bid farewell to self doubt and insecurity. To take a stand against those who indignantly state, "you've had your chance, you're too old for such a gift". Because it may never get easier. But if it were easier, it wouldn't be so highly prized.<br />
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VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-8171673625785916402013-06-19T14:57:00.000-04:002013-09-21T20:32:23.710-04:00A Step Up<em>It's complicated</em>, <br />
<br />
he said,<br />
<br />
being married<br />
<br />
to a woman<br />
<br />
who refuses<br />
<br />
to live with you.<br />
<br />
He took a sip of whiskey<br />
<br />
and stared into space<br />
<br />
as I twirled the straw<br />
<br />
in my drink.<br />
<br />
I thought he was<br />
<br />
interesting.<br />
<br />
A co-worker<br />
<br />
had set us up.<br />
<br />
He'd been a clown<br />
<br />
with the circus.<br />
<br />
(No really, a graduate<br />
<br />
of Clown College)<br />
<br />
and now<br />
<br />
he was <br />
<br />
an actor.<br />
<br />
Which,<br />
<br />
I thought,<br />
<br />
was definitely a<br />
<br />
step up <br />
<br />
from <br />
<br />
abusive alcoholic.<br />
<br />
At least,<br />
<br />
alphabetically.<br />
<br />
I saw him smile,<br />
<br />
then turn his<br />
<br />
gaze back<br />
<br />
towards me,<br />
<br />
as I let my<br />
<br />
bare foot<br />
<br />
brush against his<br />
<br />
ankle.<br />
<br />
A gentle,<br />
<br />
tentative <br />
<br />
invitation.<br />
<br />
Enough to show interest<br />
<br />
without arousing<br />
<br />
immediate rejection.<br />
<br />
I felt the embers of <br />
<br />
desire<br />
<br />
long dormant in my groin<br />
<br />
begin to flicker.<br />
<br />
Just slightly. <br />
<br />
I smiled back<br />
<br />
and waited for <br />
<br />
the moment <br />
<br />
to breach<br />
<br />
the awkward reality<br />
<br />
of<br />
<br />
<em>It's complicated</em>.VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-82725100893234502892013-06-19T07:41:00.002-04:002013-09-21T19:42:54.865-04:00Full Wolf Moon-Part Eleven"The moon is full."<br />
<br />
The little man scrunched his face in confusion. He glanced up towards the skylight; the moon's soft glow drifted down like a soft snow. He returned his attention to his work. He needed to complete the task, needed to complete his army. He shoved needles and tubes into Edwards body, finally flipping a switch. Edwards flaccid body stiffened, then joined his brethren in their twisted, contorted dance.<br />
<br />
Glover glanced at Cassandra and motioned with his head to follow him. He didn't know what the hell was going on, all he cared about was getting Pryor and getting the hell out of here. The two of them made their way through the sea of corpses towards where Pryor lay; Glover studied the web of tubes and wires, then gave a quick look back to the little man's feverish ministrations. Glover shouldered his weapon.<br />
<br />
"Cover me. If that crazy man moves towards us, shoot him."<br />
<br />
Glover let his eyes drift over the room.<br />
<br />
"Shoot any of them if they move towards us."<br />
<br />
Cassandra nodded and kept watch as Glover began his work. His agile hands disentangled his friend from their spidery web. He bent over and put his ear to Pryor's chest and tried to listen for any signs of life, holding his arms over Pryor to stop his convulsing. He strained to hear over the howling and groaning that enveloped the room. He stood up and let go of Pryor's body; Pryor began to shake and writhe. Cassandra looked back at them.<br />
<br />
"What's wrong?" <br />
<br />
Pryor shook his head, then reached down and opened Pryor's right eye. The pupil was fixed and dilated<br />
<br />
"There's no heart beat. He's not breathing. Yet look at him, he can't keep still."<br />
<br />
The two of them jumped and aimed their weapons as they heard the little man behind them, his voice raising like a phantoms.<br />
<br />
"I told you, he's dead but not dead. There's no heart beat, no respiration. He's unable to die. Ever. They all are. Once I've reanimated them, they'll be unstoppable, an army that can't be beaten."<br />
<br />
Glover still had his weapon trained on the little man when a scream from the depths of hell erupted behind them. The old man jumped as they turned and stared at Pryor. He was sitting up, his hand clawing at his skin, his eyes staring blankly in front of him as he howled in pain and agony.<br />
Cassandra kicked the little man to get his attention.<br />
<br />
"You said he was dead! Why is he howling like that? Why does he sound . . ." She stopped herself as she realized what she was about to say. The old man finished her sentence as he hopped on the slab to examine Pryor.<br />
<br />
"Like a wolf? Because of the Lycan blood flowing through his veins, stupid girl. It flows through all of them."<br />
<br />
Pryor stopped his unholy growls and began to pant. He seemed to struggle to catch his non existent breath, sweat dripping down his face and chest. He slowly turned his head towards them, his dead eyes fixing a predatory stare on Glover and his weapon. Glover inhaled as he felt his finger slide towards his trigger. Pryor lunged forward towards them; Glover let a volley of bullets fly into his friend, catching the old man in the back. The old man screamed as his body twitched and jerked. He slumped down onto Pryor's lap. Pryor's chest was pock marked with bullet holes; he was still upright, his mouth open and twisting. A low guttural sound emerged from his lips.<br />
<br />
"Don't waste your ammunition, Glover. The old man was right. I can't be killed. Again."VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-86157927031187435392013-02-13T19:09:00.000-05:002013-09-21T19:42:01.210-04:00Full Wolf Moon-Part Ten Cassandra opened her eyes, then bolted upright, covered in hay. Where was she? It took her a minute to remember all that had happened; the bar, giving the message to Pryor, returning to the camp, Nolan raping her, leaving with Glover. Where was Glover? She peered through a crack in the wall; a light snow covered the ground. She checked her watch. She'd been asleep for almost six hours. How would she find Glover? She checked her weapons and slid quietly out of the loft. The sky was begining to darken, the streets were starting to empty. She began to walk, not sure which <br />
way to go. She took a moment to remember the way to the Limber Nymph, then began her search.<br />
<br />
Cassandra wandered around, trying to get her bearings. She started down one street but it turned into a dead end. It was still early; would the bar even be open at this hour? She came to an alley that looked familiar and began to enter it, then stopped as she realized it was another dead end. She back tracked and returned to an open square. Now which way? She stood still and listened for a moment. A howling sounded in the distance. Wolves? Here within the city limits? How could that be? She listened again; yes, it was definately a wolf pack. Her curiosity got the better of her. Glover could wait.<br />
<br />
She followed the sound down dark, foreboding streets. It was a strange howl, one filled with pain. She began to move quicker, running blindly down streets. The noise grew louder as she came upon an old building. She ran towards it, then fell over something in the alley. She cursed as she crashed into the pavement. She started to get up, rubbing her elbow as she looked around to see what had tripped her up. A man was leaning against the side of the alley, his face a carved mass of flesh. She bent forward to get a better look, then cried out as she recognized him. It was Glover!<br />
<br />
Cassandra knelt next to him, gazing at his cheek. He had heated his knife in an attempt to cauterize the bleeding. The smell of burnt flesh still lingered in the air . She reached into her sack to look for some sort of bandage. She found her canteen and offered it to him.<br />
<br />
"What happened?"<br />
<br />
Glover took a swig of water and then spit it out.<br />
<br />
"I followed a group of soldiers to that building at the end of the alley. Someone didn't like me nosing around. I told him I was looking for the Limber Nymph. He decided to give me directions."<br />
<br />
She looked at his left eye, the lid sunk deeply into the empty socket. Was there any way to save it? She made a quick sweep of the ground around them, looking for the missing orb. Glover grimaced.<br />
<br />
"Don't bother to look for it. He tried to make a meal of it. There's not much left of it. Or him."<br />
<br />
Cassandra looked over to where Glover waved his hand; a dead rat with his head shot off lay on the other side of the alley, Glover's eye still clenched between his teeth. Cassandra swallowed hard to keep from throwing up. She took a deep breath and was about to speak when the howling erupted again. The two of them looked towards the building.<br />
<br />
"What the hell is that?"<br />
<br />
Glover struggled to his feet, slowly moving down the alley, Cassandra following close behind. The noise grew louder; what ever was in there was in an enormous amount of pain. The two of them stood at the end of the alley, gazing at the structure. A strange glow emanated from a skylight, while the entire building seemed to be bathed in a strange light. Glover looked up towards the sky at the moon. Cassandra followed his gaze, her voice low and soft.<br />
<br />
"They led me here. It's how I found you. That's a full wolf moon. They howl because they're hungry."<br />
<br />
Glover turned his eye back to the building. What ever was inside wasn't happy. He pulled his hood back over his head and started to walk forward when the door to the building flew open. A wave of pain erupted onto the street; Glover and Cassandra melted back into the alley, seeping into the shadows. Two figures appeared in silhouette against the bright light, one small and frightened, the other large and angry. The larger of the two paced back and forth in frustration.<br />
<br />
"You said he'd turn! You said Pryor would be turned by now!"<br />
<br />
Glover and Cassandra stiffened at the sound of their comrade's name and at the sound of the man's voice. The man she'd stabbed, the man who'd carved up his face. They held their breath as the man continued to vent his anger, the smaller man cowering before him. <br />
<br />
"I said I wasn't sure. I tripled the drip, I can't guarantee it will work."<br />
<br />
Edwards turned and punched the wall. The old man was a fraud, he'd been lying all along. Edwards needed this to work. His head was swimming from lack of sleep, he could feel his knees start to buckle. He dropped to the ground, trying to stay awake. The little man moved quickly; he pulled out a syringe and plunged it into Edwards' shoulder. Edwards howled and tried to grab his attacker. The man jumped nimbly out of reach and waited; moments later Edwards collapsed on the ground, unconscious. The little man approached in a servile manner, then boldly kicked Edwards in the ribs.<br />
<br />
"Stupid man. I should leave you here in the street. But that will attract too much attention. Where are those stupid soldiers when you need them?"<br />
<br />
The little man looked up and down the deserted street. Glover grabbed Cassandra's arm and pulled her towards the building. He motioned for her to shoulder her weapon as he concealed his inside his hoodie. He held up both hands as he approached.<br />
<br />
"Need some help, friend?"<br />
<br />
The little man jumped at the sound of the voice, afraid one of Edwards' men had discovered what he'd done. He peered at the two figures; they weren't soldiers. There was no way he'd be able to pull Edwards' cumbersome body back inside by himself. He'd use these two for his own use and then dispatch them quickly. He motioned towards Glover and Cassandra, a sick, morbid smile appearing on his face.<br />
<br />
"Yes, yes, come help. My friend is ill, he needs to rest. Help me bring him inside."<br />
<br />
Glover moved towards the prone body, vengence rising like bile in his mouth. Cassandra held back; the smell of death wafted out the door. Glover glanced back and motioned for her to take his legs. She bent down and grabbed his ankles as Glover and the little man lifted his arms over the threshold. The three of them dragged the body inside; Cassandra dropped her end as she saw the rampage of bodies, writhing and convulsing on their slabs, muscles straining against restriants. Glover and the little man managed to place Edwards' body on a slab. Glover stepped back and began to scan the room, doing his best to recognize Pryor. Towards the back of the room he stoppped; Pryor was hooked up to some sort of machine, his body contorting in pain. He turned back to the little man, who had begun to attach wires and tubes to Edwards' body, a manical look twisting his face. He was muttering to himself.<br />
<br />
"Now who's the big man? Now who's the alpha male?"<br />
<br />
Glover moved back towards Cassandra and drew his weapon. How to get to Pryor? The man looked up and smirked at him.<br />
<br />
"You think you can stop me? Think you can keep me from victory? Pryor said he'd lead my army."<br />
<br />
Glover held his aim.<br />
<br />
"Pryor needs to come with us, friend. He has unfinished business to attend to. Unhook him and let us leave."<br />
<br />
The little man smirked at Glover.<br />
<br />
"What business can a dead man attend to?"<br />
<br />
The two of them stared at him. Cassandra looked over towards Pryor's body, his body still straining against his restraints.<br />
<br />
"How can he be dead when he's moving?"<br />
<br />
The little man spat contemptously at Cassandra as he continuned to work on Edwards' body.<br />
<br />
"Stupid girl! He's dead but not dead. He'll be reanimated when the moon is full. They all will."VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-67412210348695921512013-01-19T18:10:00.000-05:002013-09-21T19:41:07.232-04:00Full Wolf Moon-Part Nine.Glover moved silently, keeping his head down, his eyes and ears searching. He wandered towards the center of town. Which way to the bar? He leaned against a wall, trying to get his bearings when a group of soldiers appeared around the corner. They were quaralling amongst themselves. He let them move down the street, then began to follow, making sure to keep them in sight. <br />
<br />
He followed them around the town, down narrow, dismal streets. After about ten minutes he saw them stop in front of what looked like an abandoned building. The one who appeared to be the leader knocked at a door; it opened, but Glover couldn't see who or what was inside. Two of the soldiers went directly in, but one hesistated. The leader reappeared in the threshold and began to rip the other man a new ass. The man outside the door continued to waffle; he turned away for a brief moment, looking behind him down the street. The leader lost his patience, drew his revolver and shot the man in the back of the head. He dropped to the ground. The leader returned into the warehouse; Glover could hear voices from within. Two figures materialized at the door, grabbed the corpse by the ankles and pulled the body inside.<br />
<br />
Glover waited, trying to decide if it was worth his time to investigate further. He looked around; the alley was still empty. He started to move closer to the building when he felt something behind him. The barrel of a gun pressed firmly against his temple.<br />
<br />
"Going somewhere, friend?"<br />
<br />
Glover held his ground. He slowly put his hands up, turning his head to see who had got the drop on him. He smiled.<br />
<br />
"I'm new to this town and I seem to have gotten myself lost. An old buddy of mine told me to check out a club called The Limber Nymph. He said the women there were luscious and more than willing to be friendly for the right price."<br />
<br />
Edwards pressed the gun harder into this stranger's head. What sort of bullshit was this? The Limber Nymph wouldn't be opened for another six hours. He brushed the man's hood back with the nozzle of his gun to get a better look at his face. The man returned his gaze without breaking a sweat.<br />
<br />
Glover shrugged his shoulders nonchalantly, trying to assess the situation. What had he stumbled upon? What ever was inside that building must be pretty important. Is that where he'd find Pryor? He smiled harder.<br />
<br />
"Look pal, I'm just trying to get laid. I know how to mind my own business. Just point me towards the club and I'll be on my way."<br />
<br />
Edwards hadn't slept in two days; he was having a hard time thinking straight. He was running out of time; the moon would be full tomorrow night and he still had to deal with Pryor. He considered his options and lowered his weapon. He holstered it and pulled out his knife, holding it in front of Glover's face.<br />
<br />
"No problem friend. The Limber Nymph's not too far from here. Let me give you directions so you'll never forget."<br />
<br />
Edwards pushed Glover back, bracing his body against the wall. Edwards spoke slowly and deliberately, using his knife to carve the directions onto Glover's face.<br />
<br />
"You go down this street three blocks, then make a left when you get to Madame Marie's. She's a fortune teller; they say she has a third eye. Maybe you should give her this."<br />
<br />
Edwards dug his knife into Glover's left eye, carving out the orbit. Glover screamed and dropped to his knees, the freshly carved spherical body rolling lazily at his feet.VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-61175688451964929642012-12-26T15:37:00.003-05:002013-09-21T19:40:18.410-04:00Full Wolf Moon-Part EightCassandra made her way back to her bunk and packed quickly. Her meager belongings barely filled a knapsack. She pulled a cap down over her eyes and made her way towards the armoury. She kept her head down and moved swiftly, taking advantage of the commotion of the bug out to remain unseen. The room was empty, the weapons still in place. She grabbed two hand guns, a shot gun and enough ammunition to take out a whole squad. She thought about taking something larger, but didn't want to be hampered by too much weight. She peeked out and found the coast was clear. Her peripheral vision caught sight of something; grenades and explosives. Impulsively she grabbed a handful, shoving them into her pack, making sure to include enough blasting caps. Explosives were useless if you couldn't detonate them. She checked her exit again,then walked purposely towards the door. She was almost there when a voice called out from behind her.<br />
<br />
"Halt! Where do you think you're going?"<br />
<br />
Cassandra fought the instinct to bolt. She turned slowly, keeping her eyes down, her cap low over her face. She kept her answers short.<br />
<br />
"Orders are to bug out, Sir!"<br />
<br />
She glanced up as Glover came towards her. She tried to remain calm. He looked her over, regarded the fire power she was carrying. He'd heard Pryor still hadn't returned, knew she was being blamed for it. He also knew her future with the unit was dim . Better for her to die on her feet than to live on her knees.<br />
<br />
"Come with me."<br />
<br />
Cassandra froze. Her flight response flared, she felt her muscles begin to tense. Glover grabbed her arm and pulled her forward.<br />
<br />
"I said move."<br />
<br />
Cassandra steeled herself for the assault that was certain to come. Jeffries wouldn't wait for them to reestablish their new base; he'd slit her throat here and now. She blindly followed Glover, only coming to her senses when she realized they were back in the armoury. He pulled the shot gun off her back and replaced it with a higher caliber weapon. He inspected her knapsack, then looked up at her.<br />
<br />
"There's no food. How far do you expect to get without provisions?"<br />
<br />
Cassandra shook her head. Was this a trap? Her gut told her it wasn't.<br />
<br />
"I only need to get back to town. I figured I'd go back to the bar where I last saw Pryor and try to pick up his trail from there."<br />
<br />
Glover nodded.<br />
<br />
"Good enough place to start. Then what?"<br />
<br />
"If he's alive, help him finish the mission. If he's dead, finish it myself."<br />
<br />
"Do you know the objective?"<br />
<br />
"Disengage."<br />
<br />
"Disengage what?"<br />
<br />
Cassandra started to answer, then realized she didn't know what for sure. Glover looked pissed.<br />
<br />
"You can't complete a mission if you don't know what it is."<br />
<br />
He thought a moment. Was there still a chance this cluster fuck could be saved? He looked at the girl; what she lacked in intelligence she more than made up for in determination. He cursed under his breath.<br />
<br />
"Fuck it! We're losing our window of opportunity. Wait here until I come back. Don't get caught. I won't be able to save you.<br />
<br />
Cassandra hid behind a locker of explosives and waited. Glover returned, armed himself, and then motioned for her to follow him. They made their way slowly across the camp, their journey tedious in their attempt to not draw attention to themselves in the midst of all the activity. They reached the perimeter of the camp, picking up their pace in order to increase the distance between them and the camp. The two of them moved at a fast march for several miles, reaching the edge of town within 45 minutes. Glover motioned for them to ease up; it was almost Zero Nine Hundred, and the town was bustling. Cassandra leaned against a wall, trying to stay upright. Her initial burst of adrenaline had worn off, the fatigue she'd been fighting during her interrogation began to pull her down into an undertow of exhaustion. She put her other arm out to brace herself against the wall, crashing instead into Glover's back. He turned and grabbed her, cursing as he steadied her, placing her down on the ground.<br />
<br />
"When's the last time you slept?"<br />
<br />
Cassandra bit her lip until she tasted blood in an attempt to revive herself. She shook her head and took a deep breath.<br />
<br />
"I'm fine. Don't worry about me."<br />
<br />
Glover looked around for a place for them to hide. He spied a small stable across the street; goats and chickens wandered around in front. Above the stable was a small loft filled with hay and straw. He pulled Cassandra to her feet, and steered her forward. He walked to the back of the stable, looking for an entrance to the loft. There was a hole in the ceiling. He pulled himself up, making sure they were alone. He leaned back down and motioned for Cassandra to raise her arms above her head. He pulled her up, and motioned to a pile of hay in the corner of the loft.<br />
<br />
"Crawl in there and get some sleep. I'm going to see what I can find out around town. Where was the last place you saw Pryor?"<br />
<br />
Cassandra struggled to remember where the bar was. She felt dizzy and nauseous.<br />
<br />
"A bar on Baker Street called the Limber Nymph. A real slime hole. I don't remember any nymphs, though." <br />
<br />
Glover shook his head and pushed her into the hay, burying her deep within. Minutes later she was fast asleep. Glover sat and considered his next move. How were they going to find Pryor? He concealed his weapon and pulled his hood up over his head. He checked the stable, dropping to the floor. A goat bleated his disapproval at the intrusion. Glover laughed, stroking the goat's head.<br />
<br />
"Watch your tone, son. People get mighty hungry at the end of the day."<br />
<br />
He patted the goat's side, looked around, and slowly made his way into town.VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-50081099554321830502012-12-20T14:07:00.001-05:002013-09-21T19:39:26.103-04:00Full Wolf Moon-Part Seven"And then?"<br />
<br />
Cassandra tried to keep her eyes open. She'd been up all night, answering the same questions over and over again. Yes, she gave him the message. They'd been interrupted by an officer. No, she didn't know if he'd been captured or had been able to carry out his orders. She'd been running too fast to escape the bar. All she knew was she needed sleep. <br />
<br />
The two men turned away and walked towards the window. It was almost dawn. She had returned a little after midnight; if Pryor had been successful in his mission he should have rendezvoused with them at O-four hundred. He was two hours late.<br />
<br />
"Now what?"<br />
<br />
Jeffries shrugged and lit a cigarette, exhaling smoke towards the window. The first rays of sunlight were streaking across the horizon. He held the pack out to Nolan; Nolan took one and let it hang out of the corner of his mouth. Pryor knew that being captured wasn't an option; a cyanide capsule was. It was more dangerous if he'd been compromised and unable to return to his barracks and complete the mission. Jeffries took another drag off his cigarette, then walked back to the girl. She was sitting in her chair, eyes closed, her breath rhythmic. He stood behind her and stubbed out his cigarette on the back of her neck. She jumped out of her seat, slapping her hand to her neck and wheeling around at her tormentor. Jefferies regarded her impassively.<br />
<br />
"I didn't give you permission to sleep Cassandra."<br />
<br />
Cassandra stood her ground. She was tired of being treated as a party favor passed around by<br />
the senior members of the organization. She glared at Jeffries, her hands balled up into fists. Nolan laughed softly as he sauntered over. Jeffies grabbed her by the hair, pulling her off her feet, until they were eye to eye.<br />
<br />
"We may have been compromised. Our whole organization may be in imminent danger of being wiped out, all because you were unable to deliver a simple message."<br />
<br />
Cassandra grabbed at his hands above her head, her feet kicking the air. She took a deep breath to keep her voice steady.<br />
<br />
"I delivered the message. Pryor said he needed more time. He said you needed to be patient. You needed to trust him."<br />
<br />
Jeffries dropped her to the floor. She was only good for one thing. And there wasn't time for that now. He looked over towards Nolan.<br />
<br />
"Move out. It's too dangerous to stay here. We need to go deeper under ground until we find out exactly what's going on. Get a team together and see what you can find out. And as for you . . ."<br />
<br />
He bent down and pulled Cassandra to her knees, pressing her face hard against his crotch with one hand while the other held a large knife to her throat. Cassandra fought the urge to bite him.<br />
<br />
"You have only one purpose for this unit. Don't ever forget it. And don't ever think that will change. You had your chance to be useful. You blew it. Get your rest; once we resettle, I throw you to the rest of the team. For their enjoyment, and my amusement."<br />
<br />
He threw her to the floor and left the room, his foot steps echoing down the hall. Nolan knelt down next to her, drawing her close to him.<br />
<br />
"Don't worry Cassandra. I'll take care of you." <br />
<br />
Nolan stuck his tongue in her mouth, his hands groping her breasts and between her legs. He pushed her onto her stomach and pulled at her pants; she grimaced as he raped her, struggling not to cry out. She wouldn't give him the satisfaction. He finished (he was known as "Quick Shot" for reasons other than his marksmanship ), got dressed, then kicked her naked ass with his boot. Cassandra lay there, trying to catch her breath and compose herself. Nolan walked towards the door, calling over his shoulder.<br />
<br />
"Thanks. I hate to wait for sloppy seconds."<br />
<br />
Cassandra waited, listening to the sounds of the unit being mobilized. She had to leave, now, while there was so much activity going on. She wouldn't be missed; she'd strike out on her own, and track down Pryor by herself. It would be a hardship, but it wouldn't be any worse than how she was surviving now.<br />
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She'd find Pryor, she'd make sure of it, if only to kick his ass for putting her in this predicament.VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-20859275639835105402012-12-12T17:55:00.000-05:002013-09-21T19:38:37.474-04:00Full Wolf Moon-Part Six"<em>Why can't you just accept the facts? They're right in front of you."</em><br />
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<em>Right in front of you</em>.<br />
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<em>Right in front</em>.<br />
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<em>In front of you</em>.<br />
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He was floating. He was falling. He was weightless, then solid as a rock. There was silence, then a wave of sound. Death had come in a matter of minutes, but for reasons he couldn't understand, Pryor still had some sense of consciousness.<br />
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His veins burned as fluid was pumped into them. Why was he still able to feel? Why couldn't he get her voice out of his head? Her voice? But she was dead. So was he.<br />
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She was there. She wasn't. He thought he felt her hands on his body, her voice in his ear. The scent of a lavish meal wafted up his nostrils; was he in Valhalla? He followed the scent like a dog tracking prey, began to recognize voices and sounds as he stumbled towards a huge wooden door. A gate? He leaned his body against the massive oak and pushed; slowly the door gave way. He found himself in a room of long tables covered in food and drink. Venison, chicken, duck, steer; flagons of wine and beer and mead flowed like the tears of a betrayed woman. She stood against the wall, a goblet encased in her hands. He began to stumble towards her when a hand flashed in his face, baring his path. Pryor looked to his left to see who dared to refuse him entrance. Heimdallr!<br />
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Pryor held his gaze. He would not be denied tribute for battles bravely fought. At last he could rest, at last they could be reunited. <br />
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Heimdallr stood impassively, his icy blue eyes judging Pryor and finding him wanting. He spoke very softly, yet it seemed as if thunder filled the air.<br />
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"You do not belong here. Your death was not achieved in battle. You followed the path of the coward, taking your own life. You have brought shame to your claim of warrior."<br />
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Pryor struggled to find his voice. He would not be denied.<br />
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"I have fought many battles! I have led men to victory! I have earned my right to rest in this mighty hall and wait for my turn to battle in Ragnarok!"<br />
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"No. Not yet. You have not died a warrior's death. Perhaps you never will."<br />
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Pryor's eyes widened; for the first time in his life, he felt fear.<br />
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Heimdallr's gaze drifted above Pryor's head, seeing into the future.<br />
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"You cannot die, Pryor. You will be undead for all eternity."<br />
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Pryor began to scream as he was pulled away from the doorway, away from her and honor and glory. Again he felt the sensations of falling and flying, his arms and legs powerless. He tossed and turned until he felt he was being twisted inside out. Finally he felt a hard surface beneath him; his body recognized it as the slab he had been laying on in the charnal house. He could make out the vague outline of wires and tubes as they dangled above him, and he began to recognize an abnormal thirst within his throat.<br />
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An abnormal thirst for blood. Human blood.VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1206208789010061948.post-83456140614199480402012-11-28T14:03:00.001-05:002013-09-21T19:37:37.099-04:00Full Wolf Moon-Part Five<br />
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Edwards clenched his fist as the medic stitched up the wound in his thigh. That bastard Pryor! Edwards had his suspicions about him. Now there was no doubt in his mind that Pryor was involved with the Resistance movement. Where was he now? Would he try to return to the base? Edwards was lost in thought when he realized the medic had finished and was giving him instructions.<br />
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"Try to stay off it for a few days."<br />
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Edwards snorted and pulled his pants back up, testing his weight on the leg. It stung, but he'd live. He shouldered his weapon and walked out of the infirmary looking for his men. He found them across the street in a tight circle. Cries of fear and pain emanated from within. He walked up and pushed his way towards the middle. Edwards cursed as he saw what was giving his men so much entertainment. What the hell was he doing out of his lair?<br />
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It was the little man, crouched in a small ball to protect himself. Edwards kicked him; the little man yelped and pulled himself tighter.<br />
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"Stand up," Edwards snarled. "What the hell do you want?<br />
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The little man began to shake; he looked like a terrified armadillo. Slowly he stretched out his arm, his other hand still wrapped around his head. He began to whine. Something shiny dangled from his clenched fist. Edwards grabbed it, turning it over in his hands. His eyes widened as he saw the name on the dog tags: PRYOR.<br />
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"Where did you get <em>this</em>?"<br />
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The little man muttered into his chest. Edwards kicked him hard across the road; the little <br />
man screamed and cried as he crashed into a wall.<br />
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"I SAID WHERE DID YOU GET THIS?!"<br />
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"He was brought in about an hour ago. Cyanide pill. He was dead on arrival."<br />
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Edwards walked over and placed his boot upon the man's chest. He started to press down.<br />
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"And why did you bring this to <em>me</em>?"<br />
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The little man began to struggle, tried to lift the boot off. His eyes started to roll back into his head; Edwards released the pressure so he wouldn't faint. The little man lay still and silent. Edwards started to prod him with his foot, then sighed, and crouched down next to him. He opened his canteen, took a swig of water, then spit it into the little man's face to revive him. The little man sputtered and coughed. Edwards began to speak again, this time slowly and quietly.<br />
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"Come on now friend. We've known each other a long time now. We have no secrets between us. Why did you bring these tags to me?"<br />
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The little man sat up and started to rock back and forth. He eyed Edwards cautiously; telling the truth might get him killed. Lying and then being found out would most definitely . He leaned towards Edwards.<br />
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"Pryor told me to bring them to you. He wants me to turn him. He wants to be the alpha male, and lead the army."<br />
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"Does he now? And where is the good lieutenant at this moment?"<br />
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The little man wiped his eyes with his sleeve.<br />
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"He's back at the lab."<br />
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Edwards nodded his head.<br />
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"Is he dead?"<br />
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"Yes. He took a cyanide capsule. I have him hooked up to the serum now."<br />
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Edwards sat back on his heels and let his gaze wander to the moon. Almost full. He held up the dog tags, letting the moon light bounce off of them. <br />
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"Will he be ready by the full moon?"<br />
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"I'm not sure, he hasn't been receiving the serum as long as the others. I had to double the drip on him."<br />
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Edwards rubbed his chin.Too little and he wouldn't turn. Too much and he might be an even bigger liability. Edwards looked down at the little man and smiled.<br />
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"Triple the drip."<br />
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The little man sprung to his feet.<br />
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"Triple the drip? Are you mad? He'll be a monster! Who'll be able to control such a beast?"<br />
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Edwards held the tags up once again and let them glimmer in the moonlight. His voice was almost wistful.<br />
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"I don't know old friend. Maybe it would be best to put a poor beast like that out of his misery."VL Sheridanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12831104283855298430noreply@blogger.com2