Wednesday, May 30, 2012

I've lost everything,

My home.

My car.

My children.

Even my damn cats.

I have nothing.

Boxes in a storage unit.

All due to an error in judgement.

Hubris, the Greeks called it.

The tears finally come.

Grief at letting everyone down.

I have failed in my role as

Provider.

Nurturer.

Mother.

The keys jingle as I lock the door

For the last time.

Walking away.

Nothing to vindicate

My actions.


6 comments:

  1. WOW! Powerful write that hits to the heart of the matter. You capture the essence of this situation with no artifice or intentional tug on the heartstrings. Well done.

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  2. The depression and grief are thick. My heart aches.

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  3. When ego takes precedence there is nothing to hold onto anymore. Having to face that the only recourse is walking away may be vindication enough. I hope.

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  4. aw that's so sad.I feel the pain.

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  5. The sparse and careful placing of these fine words make that emptiness groan even louder..it is always refreshing to have a story laid out bare..that's why I love your writing..Jae

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