I love him, I say.
You don't, is the reply.
I do, I insist.
You can't. He's not real.
He is.
Yes, but not to you. He exists, but the he you love is a figment of your imagination. And the he that exists, doesn't know you're alive.
He does!
But not enough to reply back.
That's cruel.
That's love.
Then why do I bother?
Because he is safe, and can never reject you.
But he did!
Exactly.
So it's love?
Only in your mind.
Oh, that internal dialogue..it's always there isn't it..the doubt..the hope..clearly and bravely written..Jae
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